I didn’t notice that today is Mother’s Day until last night fat BF reminded me about it. I always thought that Mother’s Day falls on the second Sunday of May but didn’t realize that today is already the second Sunday. I thought it was next Sunday. Fail me. :P
Most of the people tend to neglect/forget about Mother’s Day because what they care about are the birthdays, anniversaries with the love one, Valentine’s Day and blahhss. Anyway, Mother’s Day is one of the most meaningful day to celebrate, at least I think so.
It’s so sad that I couldn’t celebrate it with my family since I came to Malacca. Last year, I got the help from Qian to get my Mum Carnations. This year, I did not do anything because I was too busy for my exam. I am sorry Mum. :’( (I know she reads my blog.)
I am not really a flower person. I don’t know what is my favorite flower and I don’t know much about the flower species too. Eh? Got la. I like Lavender, the scent, the color, the romanticness and everything of it. :P
Apart from lavender, I like pink Carnation too. Why did I just say I don’t like flower wtf.
This is so adorable, what is it not to like huh? Better than Rose though :P

I feel sorry that I didn’t call her very often. But I miss her sometimes, just that I don’t want to tell her I don’t know why. She got really upset and told me that she was disappointed on me because she felt that I don’t care about her and the family since I came here. The moment she said that to me, I could feel that my heart broke into pieces. It’s not that I don’t care, I swear I do! Just that I am not good in expressing it.

I miss both of my parents badly now. I haven’t given them a call yet today but an SMS wishing Mum Happy Mother’s Day. I feel so thankful to them. They give me almost everything I want, they do everything for me to make me a better person.

I hope one day I can really make them feel proud of me. I don’t blog much about my family but this time will be an exception. :)

So this year, no Carnations, no present, but a blog post dedicated to you, Mum.
I love you. :)