I had my law midterm done last night. It’s the last midterm paper of the trimester and I can finally take a breather now. Or maybe not, because there are 3 lab reports waiting for me and I am still too lazy to start doing it. Surprisingly the paper wasn’t as tough as what I expected but too bad I am not good in memorizing at all so I don’t think I can get high mark. Sigh, forget about it. :(

I bought myself a new book. A famous Chinese classical literature, ‘Hong Lou Meng’ 《红楼梦》by 曹雪芹. Most of the young people nowadays including me don’t read classical because we thought it is dull and not easy to understand. Or some people just think that reading Chinese classics is too outdated and not “fashionable”? I guess it won’t be too late for me to start reading 《红楼梦》 and learn to appreciate it at the age of 20, right?

The color version of the book. Got it from Popular Bookstore at the price less than 20 bucks. Worth it. :)

Small fonts. It’s easier than what I thought and I can understand the story! Wee~ Smart me xD

Nice color figure. :)

Oh ya~ Last week, Beng Wee, Yi Wen, YY and I went to the new Korean BBQ Restaurant, Daorae for dinner. Will blog about it soon. Stay tuned!! :D

Did I mention that I have 3 lab sessions continuously since Tuesday? This means I need to wake up at 8am to attend the 3 hours boring labs everyday until tomorrow! Waking up early in the morning isn’t a problem for me because I have transformed to an early bird since the beginning of them trimester, just that 3 hours of lab session and dealing with electronics and programming are too tiring for me. :(

I am so tired these few days. I usually will sit in front of my laptop surfing and listening to songs for few hours before I sleep but now I feel like sleeping once I reach home from dinner. So weird and unusual. Hmm..

This post is basically just to update my recent life. I have some vain photos of mine, if you hate it I suggest you to just skip this post or just leave me alone. Because, there are people who like to see it ok. wtf wtf.

I am kinda depressed actually. Over the matter happened yesterday. Perhaps I should replace it with ‘disappointed’. We can only see the “real face” of people when everything is over. When you are valuable to the person, you are everything and can have everything in the world. But when you’re no longer valuable, you are just a piece of shit and people will not hesitate backstabbing or talking to you in a way regardless your feelings. I can no longer stand this kinda self centered human being. This is like, you were so not gonna believe that this might happen one day but it is actually happening. KNN! Since when I copy people’s blogging style? I blog about my life, I put my vain photos, I blog to keep my life updated to my friends and family and I don’t copy because my blog isn’t as COMMERCIALIZED as somebody’s and I DON’T BLOG ABOUT BORING STUFF! I feel so beh song and have a lot to rant but I will just stop here. 人不犯我，我不犯人；人若犯我，我必犯人！

Oh ya~ I bought Liese Bubble Hair Color yesterday and dyed it on my own at home last night. Surprisingly the result turned out to be really good. I managed to get the color evenly because the hair dye is in bubble foam and really easy to apply. I have ash brown color hair now! No more fugly black roots and faded hair color. I only spent RM38 on the products and I couldn’t give myself a reason why should I dye my hair in the saloon anymore. With the price I spend in saloon for a hair dye, I can buy 5 different colors of the product and use it every 2-3 months! Cool right? *These photos were taken before I dyed my hair so there’s still fugly black root can be seen*

I haven’t started to study since 2 weeks ago and now I started to feel guilty. :P I am gonna date someone to go to library this weekends. Oh my life is miserable now because I have 3 lab reports and a midterm test next week! FML. T_T

*YAWN* I am so sleepy now. Si beh unproductive. :(

EMG midterm shoo shoo go away~

I had a tough weekend. Besides busy preparing for the test tonight, I did an EMG lab report and compilation for our Telemedicine assignment. Monday blue? Not really because I hardly have time for that. T_T I just came back from the test, it was Electromagnetic Theory midterm paper. A tough subject which managed to kill many engineering students and now it is killing me. I think I didn’t do well because I carelessly used the wrong formula and messed up everything. Sigh~ Nevertheless, I have tried my best and I think it’s not a big problem to at least pass it.

I am yawning while typing this post. This is so unusual because I thought I am well trained to sleep late and wake up early without feeling too tired. I guess it’s time for me to adjust my biological clock back to normal already. I must try to sleep early and wake up late. Hahaha why am I so weird wtf.

Listening to the song ‘Someone’s Watching Over Me’ by Hilary Duff and loving it. It gives me the feeling of encouragement.

When I’m standing in the dark I’ll still believe
Someone’s watching over me
It doesn’t matter what people say
And it doesn’t matter how long it takes
For leaving yourself and you’ll find
And it only matters how true you are
Be true to yourself and follow your heart

There’s another paper, Digital Image Processing on Thursday. I have no idea what is this subject all about despite I have attended most of the lectures and read through the notes more than once but still I don’t have a direction on what to study nor where to start. Gonna start rereading it again tomorrow. Sigh~ I am a failure among engineering students. :( This is the last midterm paper for this trimester and I can take a breather after this. Hopefully I won’t fail any one of the midterm paper this trimester. *crossing fingers*

I shall read myself to sleep now. Goodnight people! <3

One week of midterm break is gonna end soon. Many are blogging about their vacations and fancy places they went during the holiday but I’m sorry because you cannot find that in my blog. I didn’t go back to Miri nor anywhere but staying in Malacca throughout the holiday. Nevertheless, my holiday in Malacca isn’t a boring one I would say. I enjoyed everyday to the fullest. :)

On 29 July, I decided to delete my Twitter account. Since I had one, I began to tweet very often. By sending an SMS which costs me only 1 cent, I tend to expose every single little thing in my life through the internet, whatever I did, wherever I went, whoever I went out with… Although I didn’t have much followers, my Twitter was linked to my Facebook thus most of the people I know would read my tweets. Before this, it was so natural for me to take out my phone, type a sentence (good or bad, correct or wrong) and tweet. To avoid this from happening continuously, I knew I have to do something. I used to enjoy sharing my life to the followers and friends but now I have decided to be low profile. It’s better to keep my own life for myself right? By the time I deleted my Twitter Account, I had 100 followers which is not much as compared to those famous bloggers but not too less for a normal person like me I suppose? I don’t know whether I will tweet again in future but I am sure that I won’t do it now, at least for now. :) I iz a cool girl!

Life as an Engineering student sucks! Sucks MAX! Another killing midterm paper on the coming Monday. I am so dead because I study last minute again! I must study because I don’t wanna fail! I must pass because I WANT FACE!!! Lol. I don’t want people to see my name in the result sheet writing fail one loh!! Si beh sia sui.. Touch wood!

Another thing, my application for Streamyx was rejected because there’s no more port available in my area. I have no choice but to sign up for Celcom Broadband. The speed is quite good but I am not sure about the usage limit thingy. I have 5GB per month, if I don’t use it for streaming, I think it is more than enough. Most importantly, it is portable! :D Thanks to Cutest Creature. <3

Somebody pasted a cute drawing on my wall when I was bathing. Haha, funny and cute. :P

I know I have better things to do rather than sitting here blogging. I do not dare to look to the left side of my desk because all my notes and text books are there, waiting for me to explore them. Last night I chatted online with a friend, she asked me what subjects I am taking this trimester. I told her, and she said it’s scary even by listening at the subject name. Sigh. Seniors told me that our subjects will be getting easier after we reached Delta year but that’s just bull shit. I don’t find them easier at all but they are just like Mars Language “火星文“ for me.

Electromagnetic Theory, Digital Image Processing, Telemedicine Technology and Multimedia Technology, why the heck am I dealing with this? Why are they so difficult to understand? Why are the lectures so dull? Why I still can’t catch anything even I tried? Why can’t I solve the tutorial questions by myself? Why do I always need to seek for help from others? Why do I need others to teach me what the lecturer had already taught in the class?

Have my first lab on the coming Thursday and I know IT WILL BE MY NIGHTMARE!!! Again! Why am I still not good in MATLAB after years of using it? WHY WHY WHY? I am so dispirited! I am so useless!!! And my greatest hobby is skipping class!!! Now my biggest wish is to quit Engineering! I wanna leave MMU if I can! Who is gonna understand my feeling? Who is gonna support me? People ask me to put more efforts and continue because this was my choice at first and I have 2 more years to graduate. Yeah, I made a wrong choice now and I am so dead! This is my life!!! :(

I am procrastinating now and I hate myself like this.

This is the novel I started reading last night, ‘Ties The Knot’ in Shopaholic Series. Becky Bloomwood is getting married. I wanna read myself to sleep every night from now on.